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05 October, 2011
Exams here. We are not contacting each other. I wonder if we are a couple.(: I am travelling in another 18Days. After exam, I will travel in another 9Days. 9Days is so short.. I hope we will not be apart after that.. I Love You. Gemstone. Been a long time.. I came here to tell you guys, I am with him already. He still treats me the same. Don't reply messages. Ignore me. A little better.. I thought. Gemstone. 10 September, 2011 Dude. Nothing to say between us eh? So cool. 06 September, 2011 Boyboy. Is she someone who likes you too? Hehe. And you said no one will like you? Pretty wrong eh? Still, im jealous of her. At least she could see you face to face all the time. Do you know how awful it feels to miss someone? Hope you do. <3 Gemstone. I wish you were beside me now. Dear boy, it's been days. How have you been? I miss you. So much. Gemstone. I recalled the question my friend pop out yesterday. She asked me why wouldn't I move on and forget all about him. No one can ever expect this answer though. Why? Because I have no answer. I believe love has no reason. Gemstone. Quotes... "No matter how strong is Sam, she couldn't help but to tear as King walk away. How could he be so heartless? He has changed!" Thoughts... Does people have to change? Perhaps it will be better if people don't change. He changed too. From a friendly and kind guy to someone so cold. Or maybe he WAS cold, the thing is, It is only now that I realize. Gemstone. I miss him. My mind is all about him. Gemstone. We have nothing to say now. Gemstone. Pst! I won't give up. He admitted that he wasn't sure about his feelings either. Perhaps only a little love. Ouch. It hurts. Gemstone. 04 September, 2011 Boy. Why so cold to me? Gemstone. We are texting! F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.(: Gemstone. I tried, tried and tried. Yet, there is no conversation between us. How tough to b in love. Gemstone. I gone through our messages again. It was so sweet.<3 Not anymore though. It's colder than winter now. 03 September, 2011 He said he like me. Yet i won't be in a relationship with him. Reason? Bcause I know a fact. One fact that he never know. The fact is, he never did love me. Gemstone. I miss him. Does he miss me? I doubt so. Gemstone. -Quote- "She knew it well that she's nothing to him. Samantha shut off her phone and took a stroll at the park. At that damn chilling night in the park, she saw King. King was just some seven feet away yet he pass by her without taking notice of her. Sam stare at him as he fade away." -Thoughts- Was it because King never took notice of Samantha that's why King didn't spot her? Love is tough. I pity Sam. Gemstone. What is his feelings? Gemstone. We were texting, he suddenly stopped. Why did he not reply? I sent him another text.. He finally replied. He said he's having family gathering. I told him I won't disturb and he did not reply. I'm fine this time. Gemstone. |
On that 10July, she came to this planet. She, who has a complicated background, loves someone who will not love her. Her name is not to be known. Let's call her Gemstone. Her message to him. " Came to the world alone, i finally found you whom i truly do love.<3 That day, when you said you love me back. I can never tell you how i felt. Over whelming sweetness yet a little bitterness. Bitterness because it was a lie. Boy, why give me false hopes and happiness? Why get me to grief over you? Why make it a dream that will never come true? " Be in love. Find true love. Love may hurt but true love won't. Find someone who won't hurt you but love you. Someone who would rather get hurt then get you hurt. Byeeebyee. The reason we say bye is because you never love me. |